Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Hey this is for somone who commented on the fact i havent blogged in a while...sorry for my absence. I will do my best to be in the cyber world of blogging.
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Hey this is for somone who commented on the fact i havent blogged in a while...sorry for my absence. I will do my best to be in the cyber world of blogging.
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Prayer
Hey i dont know if anyone out there still reads this but if you do please pray for me im really stressed out and i could use it...thanks
Friday, September 29, 2006
Long Ago....
here is a piece i found from a long long time ago. I wrote it right after i got out of a relationship, maybe it wasnt right after it but it was within the year i believe...crazy i know but what can you do....your young.
You are like a poison. Every kiss was toxic and spread through my body like a raging cancer. I was infected with your love and you with mine. What is the cure? Is there any? I think not. I search day and night for an antidote. Why am I like I am? What causes me to be the way I am? Is it you? Still? It was so long ago I hate to remember. But I was happy, you were happy weren’t you? I guess I will never know. I often sit up at night and wonder what might have been and I sit and think about all the times that we had and how wild and carefree those months were. You taught me to live and to be free; you always could bring out the best in me and for what? Heartache, pain, and suffering. I want to be with you still but I live in fear. Fear of rejection and humiliation, the pair surround me daily. I guess I will never know your feelings, if they were real, if they were strong or if they were sincere. But there is one thing I do know, I love you still, now and forever, I always will, you were my first love. You are the one that I will always remember. I gave you my whole heart and I will never get all of it back. Sure there will be others but none will ever be like you my green eyed girl. You taught me to love and that is a feeling I will never forget.
You are like a poison. Every kiss was toxic and spread through my body like a raging cancer. I was infected with your love and you with mine. What is the cure? Is there any? I think not. I search day and night for an antidote. Why am I like I am? What causes me to be the way I am? Is it you? Still? It was so long ago I hate to remember. But I was happy, you were happy weren’t you? I guess I will never know. I often sit up at night and wonder what might have been and I sit and think about all the times that we had and how wild and carefree those months were. You taught me to live and to be free; you always could bring out the best in me and for what? Heartache, pain, and suffering. I want to be with you still but I live in fear. Fear of rejection and humiliation, the pair surround me daily. I guess I will never know your feelings, if they were real, if they were strong or if they were sincere. But there is one thing I do know, I love you still, now and forever, I always will, you were my first love. You are the one that I will always remember. I gave you my whole heart and I will never get all of it back. Sure there will be others but none will ever be like you my green eyed girl. You taught me to love and that is a feeling I will never forget.
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Ah...To Sing Again!!
To sing again! Those words are music to my ears. I just can't believe that this day is coming soon. I was at work today and dan came in and gave me a hug and said that i could sing this wednesday! What joy! You have no idea how hard it has been for me to sit out. It hurts my heart to experience life without being able to sing. So you can imagine how my heart leapt out of its cage today when i found out the good news.
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Starbucks = Satan
So basically this is just me, saying that I think that Starbucks is of Satan. I had an epiphany this morning, a vision if you will, and I was standing at the gates of Heaven and in the line in front of me was none other than the entire Starbucks Corporation. Being a former fan of Starbucks, I thought to myself that it would be neat to chill with Starbucks, but definitely not all the time, but anyway they get up here and they are sent to hell and eternal separation from God. Don’t buy into the Starbucks lie.
I know that in my early postings I stated that Starbucks was one of the greatest places on earth. I was misguided, wrong, and blind. I have repented of my ways.
I’m just kidding I don’t mind Starbucks; I just wanted to see who got all riled up.
HAHA
I know that in my early postings I stated that Starbucks was one of the greatest places on earth. I was misguided, wrong, and blind. I have repented of my ways.
I’m just kidding I don’t mind Starbucks; I just wanted to see who got all riled up.
HAHA
